Being troubled is a common human state. And doubting the path we
are on, or at least the path we have found ourselves on, is so natural and
normal. We really do not trust God as much as we are told we should. Then finally
the truth bares itself: we are eventually led to a good place as we continually
repel the desire to turn back because of our doubting.
Our thinking is a forwards-backwards land of operations in the
cognitive realm.
Doubting becomes us, and generally at the least helpful at
times. But doubting has a role in testing the tenacity of our willingness to go
on; to continue on the path we feel we must choose to follow. Perhaps God
inflects our doubting in such a way as to force us to reconsider our underpinning
motives.
Doubting is reason enough to review what we are about. Are we
serious?
In this way, we can see the valuable role that doubting plays.
It’s as if God was saying, “Are
you really serious about this, and, if so, how serious are you?”
There is almost a sense of compulsion that should lead us to
recommit to the journey God has placed us on. On this very track that is our
destiny, God gives us ample opportunity to choose for it or not. It’s our life
and God wants us to own it. God gives us plenty of opportunity to choose for
it, to plan past regret, and to right the wrongs we make of it. Glory to God
that we are given millions of opportunities to turn back.
The truth is the path leads somewhere; not just anywhere, but
somewhere.
And faith it is that leads us to that place.
Burning
with Purpose and Intention
Like the launch of a space shuttle—a series of projects and
operations so intricately planned—we are on the countdown of our lives. When we
see life as a journey toward a destination—to reach somewhere—we have purpose
about us and the intention is focused. As the engines propelling us on our way
rev up, they push us through the doubting, as if doubting were a sound barrier,
as we continually monitor the status of our ship on every step of the journey.
Life is a journey and we gather purpose by the intention to
travel.
There is no purpose in not travelling. But when we are committed
to travelling, even on the bumpiest of rides, when doubting is stricken with
threat, we have enough intention to blast through the doubting.
***
We are on the very journeys of our lives. We ought to never
doubt our lives are leading somewhere good. As we push past our doubting in
faith we go on in our journey toward the blessing that God has destined for us.
God bids us: “Keep
going!”
© 2014 S. J. Wickham.
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